I woke up like this – flawed

In a moment
A burst of fire
An ignition
Eruption
Internal flames
External rage
Flickering
Ticking
Time bomb
Starting at dawn
Ending in sleep
Uncontrollable
Misery

Everything hurts
The lights burn
The days are too long
And I’m wondering
How can I go on?

Anger so brutal
No where to direct it
So it’s direction is me
It hurts
Can’t you see?
I was fine before
And now all I am is flawed
The hatred burns bright
On into the night
I don’t want to feel this
So I sit at the door
I wait
I contemplate
I’ll stop it
I’ll end it
Once and for all.

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